September update

Another month! Where does the time go...??

I got super sick at the start of this month... And I'm only feeling better now. I don't know what it is. I'm the type to go months without the slightest hiccup and then WHAM I'm out cold for 3 weeks... I think I got the flu and Covid back to back... I've been guzzling down lemsips and eating as much spicy food as I can.

DCAF prep

Keep In Box will have its physical debut at DCAF's October show. I also did a reprint of Second Shift. I was toying with the idea of making standees... Next time! I have to do more research into the companies that do them. I'd only ever want them for myself... I have some oc nuis I've got to get around to embroidering... there's so much to do!!

I got help from my friends about CYMK printing, and I tried a new paper weight for the second run of Second Shift! It came out perfectly ;w;

I'm planning that after DCAF I'll FINALLY post up on bigcartel ^w^ First I must get good at photography... There's too much to be doing as a modern day artist...

The future...

SAYING THAT ABOVE.... with how fast everything is devolving I'm not sure where I can manage it. Itchio is still being hit from all sides; they're getting more scrapers and bots bringing the site to its knees. And a lot of American creators either haven't received payments or had their work reindexed. It's not looking good... Ugh. Even Substar has started cracking down on NSFW creators. I was hoping that one would last a little longer.

It's very scary how fast these ID laws are being pushed by the USA. I know the EU ins't too far behind with the proposed chat control laws. I'm so sick of this fake concern for children. It's so transparent. If you cared about children's safety, there would be a lot more funding in organizations like TUSLA, homelessness charities, more housing... (too woke voice) you'd reduce working weeks to 4 days, reduce hours so parents could have the time to be with their kids. You'd give people UBI to try and crawl out of this fucking rat race. Every time I see the homelessness figure rise in Ireland I feel sick to my stomach. The older I get, the more it boggles my mind.

I've been so sick I haven't been able to call or write my letters, but I'm hoping to get back to it.

ON THE FLIP SIDE... I'll do a separate blog, but I've talked about it once or twice-I'm surprised by the amount of ideas I've been having lately. I'm working on trophies, and I have two comic ideas for 2026. One is a fantasy (based on Irish Myths: but agegap evil lesbians. Working title: the wooing of) and the other is my usual forté (non-fantasy agegap evil lesbians. Working title: number one fan). One might become a vn jam entry, I haven't decided what form it'll take yet.

i have evil yuri to make.... cannot be stopped.... im promised myself id take it easy until next yr but here as some possible girlos..... #art

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— becky (@gg8473.com) September 21, 2025 at 8:25 PM

I'm always pleasantly shocked when people enjoy my original work... I do worry I repeat myself too much, or people will be like "another agegap tall/small weirdo lesbians from gg8473??? again?!?!?!" LOL a silly worry but a worry nonetheless.. that's all these hands can make... I'm still learning not to cover my eyes and cringe when I look at my art. I think it got beaten out of me a long time ago, but it's coming back ^_^ I never thought I'd be planning ahead like this. I'm a very once I have the thought I've got to finish it yesterday!! But that was the boiling pot I was raised in. There's so many experiences I've yet to have.

I... I kinda... I kinda wanna animate... (shocked gasps) I do miss it very, very much... Maybe... I'll do something proper... I think what bugs me is the limitations of animation. You can't ever do it by yourself, not without a lot of help. It's collaborative to its core. I'm too much of a lone wolf!!!

HNDR line fic rec

At the beginning of this month, I made a hndr line fic rec page. Check it out! I love to read, so I don't like to limit myself unless it's a landmine. It's been a good while since I've been in a fandom wth an active ao3... You forget how good it can be...

It makes me sad how consumable fandom has become. I avoid discords because I HATEEE how little joy is given to fanartists or writers... I've been in a few that actively discourage talking in "the fic or art channel" o)-( And now there's been floods of hatebots to ao3 that are really discouraging authors bc of how well-written they are. It kills me knowing that someone might've stopped writing because of it. What good as AI done lol...

I'm planning on doing a fanfic friday... :thinking: I've been commenting on 80% percent of everything I read and I think making a little event could encourage people to start commenting themselves. I don't buy it when people say they can't think of anything to say. Nothing whatsoever? Nothing knocking around in that head?

I've been diving throuhg archive.org at old fic rec sites... we used to have mrpeg.org.... we used to have the sneezefic archive... I think the erotic mind control archive is the last bastion from that era

SDR2X2

Huh??? Huh???? Pinch me??? Sdr2... the remaster AND the remix???

13 years.... 13 years.... was all I had to wait for this moment... I feel crazy??? There's going to be NEW DANGANRONPA SPOILERS!! IN 2026!!! Junko! Again!!

I was a LITTLE sus when they brought out the sdr2 nendos and popup parades, and then I was very... a MIKAN FREEing fig?????? huh wah huh??? is there gonna be a remaster??? and little... did I know.... sdr2x2....!! sdr...4!!!

SDR2 holds a very special place in my heart and Is The One Game I Refuse To Hear Complaining About... Everyone gets one and that's mine. I'm excited to see hinata hajime... 4k..... danganronpa never dies....!!! I'm looking to a whole new way to hope and despair...

I gotta work on my shrine... eek!! so many things to do!!

Gonna be weird playing an all new sdr2... in english... same day launch... not on the vita or on SomethingAwful... or mirrored on a tumblrblog... birdmanronpa anyone?

I REMEMBERED THE TWST AND GNOSIA ANIME WILL BE OUT NEXT MONTH... Huh?? huh??!! What did I do to deserve so many things to look forward too... I grabbed the hndr line nuis too..... I had to have them... Too cute... Yutaku Xmas date (ft daurmi and eito)

We're getting into the bitter weather and short evenings now. Wrap up warm and keep yourself safe!

listening to...

--xoxo becky