I'm sick of lying, I'm sick of the fakery and nonsense. Shipping dynamics are IMPORTANT. It changes the dynamics between the characters COMPLETELY. This is a safe space for those who care... Because you SHOULD care!
I'm a small top TRUTHER. I've always BEEN THIS WAY, since I was but a young fujo... I love when the uke is older is a loser and is suddenly chased by some insaneo younger seme. Like this flavour... this flavour... It's the only thing I want!! I'll take any kind, just give me my smaller younger stone seme!!!
If you like older/taller semes that's okay I guess....... I guess.... I mean I guess it's your choice...... I mean we can be friends I guess but I don't know... I don't think you should come over to my house tomorrow and play Barbies with me I think you're kinda ruining it....
I'm being a bit jokey here, but there really is nothing worse when someone insists they ship it either way/reverse but then constantly brings up the Other Dynamic when you show them your x/y ship art/fic. It's kinda funny how they always want more y/x.. don't you ship it both ways...? then why... why insist on only the one...? The one they prefer but just won't say!!! Just tell me!! Just say it!! Or will admitting you have a landmine make you weird or something lol it's okay to have a preference!! Just don't make it WEIRD!!
But yet... I'M the weird one for caring about the sex positions of the Barbies in MY MIND... it makes you weep... We need more fujo scholars... Because I do think it's interesting what characteristics or tropes people assign to the blorbos and why they do... I think I watched Roger Rabbit at a young age and that's what stuck with me.
We'll bring up the forbidden topic since we're here... "But real gay men are verse actually..." first of all I don't believe you have you talked to a gay guy recently either don't pull that strawman on me. I was on Tumblr when this argument first happened, and I'm not bothering with it ever again. Second of all you don't know what genders my yaois are. They're boygirl things. Or maybe something else... is that scary? In the prison of my mind can you tell?? Third of all they're not real... they're not real... my God...
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I have said I am a small top/older bottom truther. And I am. BUT.
You may say... gg8473... don't you ship Eito/Takumi after playing 100 Line? Yes... This was not easy for me to come to. Eito is SUCH A BRAT... I NEED HIM TO SUFFER SO...! He needs his chunni lording self to get corrected... BUT Takumi is completely nerfed by his swordboy AND vn protag heroboy points. He needs to be shown trying to save people was wrong and he's stupid for even trying... Plus... he is a redhead. So he is classified as a pass-around party bottom u_u
Am I supposed to take that from Kodaka? Am I supposed to not ship his ship, the way it was meant to be shipped? This game could have bankrupted him!!!
This is why you have ot3s... You can add a seme... I need 2 people to bully 1 person... This is the dream dynamic 2 me....
MASSIVE 100 LINE SPOILERS (hover/click to see please don't if you haven't cleared the 2nd scenario!!!) Kodaka pulled a Nasu and ACTUALLY my younger seme/older uke dynamics have STAYED IN TACT... I never doubted you for a moment Kodaka... you had my back... I see your vision... There's nothing like a crazy younger seme going after their uke through it all!! Thank you... thank you... my 30-something year old redhead weary from war... you deserve to be tormented forever...
Recently I've been craving the classic yaoisims... I might have to watch ai no kusabi... Why don't semes stalk their ukes anymore... It really makes you sick.... Do ukes have too many rights... Let's discuss....
Mail Order and VPS nonsense
Speaking of yaoi... We are back to mail order zines it seems...
I've been a bit busy/ill since the mastercard bullshit and luckily I don't have a store set up, but seeing everyone scatter to the four winds... where is everyone going whats the plan.... It's a wild, wild west out there now.
I've been seeing mail order forms floating around on bsky... Yet again. I was too woke... lads we're really in the deep end... I don't know... I don't know anymore!!!
I'm annoyed because acquiring a PO Box is turning out to be a pain in the ass, and also because I wanna post my order form nyyyooowwwwww instead of waiting until everything's done... look at my form boy
Also re:my webhosting journey... the VPS I was going for has ignored my messages for 2 weeks at this point lol I messed up a step for the domain transfer and when they FINALLY got back to me they asked about a completely different topic. I thought I was gonna lose it. So :shrug emoji: I am on neocities for the time being. I will move from namecheap to porkbun bc ik namecheap is set in a state that has stricter laws o)-(
New knives
Bought myself new knives. The dinner tonight was spectaular. I'm not a good cook, and I'm a worse baker, but I'm slowly getting better!! I was a vegetarian for about 8 years, but some health stuff happened and thought the iron would help... but I don't think that's the case... o)-( I think I'm gonna plan more veggie meals in future ^_^